This is my prayer...say it with me and become a NEW YOU!

(This I inquired on the 18th day of October 2009...and He is still responding!)

Lord, do not deny me! In you I rejoice! Forgive me Lord for my selfish ways and impure motives. I trust in you oh God.  I want to be FREE! Free from those things that keep me from experiencing the fullness that I could have in You.  I want to know, my Lord, The goodness of fresh fruit, and be BOUND FOR GLORY.  I no longer desire to be bound by fear. I want a victory in you. Give me a new sound. I thank you Father, for the life you give. And I thank you for the BLESSINGS I have in you. I thank You and praise You for who You ARE and for the promises you have given to the GENERATIONS. Lord, Refresh me. I ask you Father, for a FRESH NEW dose of YOU! Fill my cup again Lord, I'm thirsty. RECHARGE me in this new day. I thank you for saving me Lord and giving me new Life! I want the fullness of Bliss (joy) in You! I want to dance with you Father, and be completely free. I want NO HEADACHES, I just want You! Amen!

"There is blessing in pressing!"

-Love, God!

(The Post "Enter into Your Healing Daughter..." was the response to this particular prayer which he gave me not too long later...)

Enter Into Your Healing, Daughter...

Back in November of 2009 I was in my quiet time with the Lord reading and meditating on Psalm 23, truly one of my favorites! I was particularly going over and over verse 3; "He restores my soul..." Definitely in a "selah" moment!!! Haha! All of a sudden, He started speaking a very profound word to my heart, which at the time I didn't know would be LIFE CHANGING! Since then, the fruit of what has come  to pass just from this word He spoke a little over 2 years later is absolutely amazing! I can't even fathom thinking of a place to start of His goodness and what He has done.  I can say though that this Blog site you are reading now has been birthed from this amazing journey! And...I know these words aren't only for me but for someone else who is also crying out the same way I did a few years ago...and I still am...FOR EVEN MORE!

Here is what He said:

"You are in a season of healing my daughter. Let me take you in my arms and carry you. There are pieces of you everywhere.  Let me pick up the broken pieces. I want to put you back together. I want to make you whole again. I want you to be who I created you to be. I have a purpose and a plan for you, not to harm you, to give you hope and a future. You received hope when you allowed my son into your heart. You have knocked at heaven's door and here I am with my arms open welcoming you. Come into the house of the Lord and eat with me in this season, for I will give you rivers of living water.  You are as the woman at the well and as I have given her life so am I giving you. I am going to reveal myself to you in this day. You desire to know me and I will show you who I am. I Am that I Am. I am the One who knitted you in your mother's womb. I want to show you a Father's love. Eat and drink with me today. For it is I who gives you eternal life. Drink of my cup and you will thirst no more.  You will no longer be barren. You will no longer be in the dark, for I have given you Light. My Son is the Light my daughter.  I am showing you who I am. Read my word because I am going to reveal things to you in my word. Soak in my presence and rest in Me. For I am the Lord, I desire to strengthen you. Rise up my child, wipe your eyes and let me take you through this season of healing and cleansing. Don't look to the left nor to the right but keep your eyes on me and I will show you the way.  Let My Word be a lamp unto your feet. I have made provisions for you and I will show you the way. Trust in me For I am God. I AM GOD!"

I pray this word awakens your soul in the very same way it has awakened mine.....LIFE CHANGING!!!

Feeling Love

For the first time in my life I can actually feel Love; unconditional Love of God, just as it is in being in the presence of the Lord! How could I give out something I've never truly known or felt? The difference now, I actually feel it.  I feel love, I feel passion, I feel encouragement, I feel life and I can't stop eating of the sweet fruit of the Lord! I can see Him completely intertwined in it all, in absolutely every area even those that are clouded--I feel the beams of light shining and the warm rays beating a balm of gladness into my very soul. Now because I know it and I feel it, and I know what true Love is, I can give it away to the very One who gave me the gift of love anyway. Unconditional...hmmm... I'm gaining so much revelation on the written words of patients and kindness, protecting and trustful, hopeful, persevering...and never failing! Its medicating and permeating my very being! Thank you Lord for Love. Thank you Lord for your precious gift. You pour it so freely upon me though I don't even deserve it. But...I can't stop but give it back to you because you first Loved me. I'm a piece of your heart, and You are mine! If it weren't for love how would I know you. For it is not a resounding gong just making noise. I see it, I feel it, and I know it. Thank you for love, YOU ARE LOVE!!!!

THE REFINING FIRE OF THE LORD

The Lord has been teaching me so much about His REFINING FIRE! He has been just downloading scriptures and revelation and messages and all kinds of stuff including my own personal experiences in the Refiner's fire! And my heart has been burning with passion and desire to give out what God has been giving me as I go through this process because as hot as the fire can get every bit of it has been so very very worth it. And I want every generation that has not yet been ignited, to get ignited and go through it because the results are just awesome! What a blessing to be a bearer of the Love and Glory of God the Father! Lets all get IGNITED for God's glory!!!!

"Fire Angel"

Painted By Jade N. Ciccone

(Painted at Resting Place House of Prayer and Revival Center West Patterson, NJ)

I just see the Angels of the Lord bringing heavenly fire to flame our hearts to burn with love and passion and desire for the Lord! Refining our hearts in His refining fire so we can truly be sanctified and like Him! 


Let the Fire on the alter never burn out! It is WE His people who are the living sacrifice on the alter, the beautiful sacrifice of a life set apart for the glory of God to be made manifest in the earth!

The Most Beautiful Love Song Ever!!!!

The Drummer Boy by Jade N. Ciccone

What would I do if it wasn’t for the drummer boy?

How would I know the sound of the drum had he not played his rhythm?

The rhythm of the sound bringing my ears to attention; tuning me into the drum that beats for eternity.

You see, it is him that released the sound of awakening to my sleeping soul, because he plays the sound of a love song.

A love song that permeates my very being, a song I had never before known.

His song so powerful has a rhythm that sets my feet so freely dancing.

Because it is he who plays a sound of thunder that goes bursting into my callous heart created by malice.

And the beat of his drum has become the beat of my heart, which is the reason for my very existence.

Had the drummer boy not beat his drum what life would I have?

 For his sound has filled my very own soul, resounding the love of a song that is continually making me whole.

So what would I do if it wasn’t for the drummer boy?

You see, the sound of the drum is the heartbeat of God and his drum is God’s heart, and because of the drummer boy’s love song,

God and I are no longer apart!

Written on the 16^th day of December 2011